introducing...

everyone, meet the bf... *blush*















appetite back to normal!

little teddy bear

there's a little teddy bear
i discovered today
sitting quietly in the corner
the corner that was thought empty

little teddy bear
when did you creep in?
i've never seen you before
never felt your presence before

a place once cold and barren
now blooming
bathed in sunshine
and spring rains

my little teddy bear
you came so quietly
but you made the whole place aglow
with warm joy and laughter

little teddy bear
you crept in unannounced and uninvited
but now i hope you'd stay
just stay for a while longer

*flutter*flutter*

dang... i really need to come to some sort of decision soon. all these flutter-fluttering and flip-flopping is making my stomach go haywire! dun seem to have any appetite for food, even tho very hungry sometimes. worse, those that i managed to swallow will be purged out soon after!

hmm... maybe this will help me slim down a bit. hehe...

crossroads...

arriving here once again, at a different place at a different time. but it's the same crossroad. all the signs pointing at something or other. but standing there, one can feel so lost. which way shall i take this time? do i go by my gut feelings? do i go by other ppl's advice of good intentions?

finding myself at the crossroad once again, that same sinking feeling in the pits of my stomach. yet, there is also a slight sense of exhilaration for the unknown, for all the possibilities out there. the adventurous self in me awakens.

standing at the crossroad, dare i go on?