i finally decide to go back on a decision i made earlier, due to short-sightedness. it seemed like the right decision then, but now i realize that things are not so simple. guess i have to bow down to reality.
am bogged down by downheartedness and depression lately. guess the pendulum's on a backward swing again. need a good cry... think i'll go back today and dig out my 'leong san pak & juk ying thoi' (butterfly lovers) vcd from my sad movies collection. nothing like a good cry to cheer one up, however ironic it may seem!
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what happened, my dear fren? i'm also very depressed today!! also feel like crying my heart out.. *waa aaa aaa*
dunno lar... life is just not what it seemeed. *sigh...
didn't get my cry yesterday. stucked at the lrt station for more than 1 hr coz of the rain, cold n hungry. by the time got home n finished shower, late oredi. didn't wanna cry myself to sleep lest i get puffy eyes.
but what happened to YOU?
whoa... what happened? what's up with the crying? don't do that, cry before sleep...u know. i did that a few days ago and it's really ugly and tiring!
i can't believe u have to 'schedule' to cry. gee...
yeah, i know abt crying b4 sleeping. that's y need to schedule it. takkan u expect me to burst out 'baw-wa' loud-loud in the office rite? sometimes we need to really cry our hearts out... good for our souls!
yes yes. i agree. we certainly need to find some way to feed our soul... human fragility includes the soul too (besides physical/biological).
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