Sunday, 25 September 2005

found again

it was lost
and i mourned
regret that it should be so
regret that i should lose it

it was not my doing
it just got lost
i'm sorry
and i cried

maybe i didn't want to find it
maybe i was glad
to savour the loss
to wallow in self-pity

never thought i'd feel it again
never thought it'd come back
but it crept up on me again
tho' i never wanted it to

the stomach flip-flops
of sweet anticipation
the anxiety of uncertainties
am wiser now

it's back
tho' different
still the same
but will it stay?

5 comments:

Biow said...

cheem..

stargal said...

biow, remember last time i told u abt stomach flip-flops? when u asked abt my x? now read back the post n see if u can connect it :Þ

lotsachi said...

if you want it to stay, yes...
ahh, time can really shape things up...
nevertheless, go back to daimoku...

Spot said...

that's pretty good. :)

stargal said...

thanks spot. just some ramblings...